You have to figure that eventually I'll just stop caring, and life will become an endless stream of beige and vanilla, nothing bringing me down but nothing really picking me up, either. It'll be like living in Limbo. Things will happen, and other people will have emotional responses to them, but I'll just stare straight ahead without feeling anything. And it will be bliss. Because days like today eat away at me like so many termites, and pretty soon there's going to be nothing left to gnaw. ...
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